I feel like my 2 kids are missing out, i feel like im not making a good enough effort with them. rather than going outside to play, my 4yr old watches movies all the time and my 2yr old wonders round happily but i just feel terrible all the time and even in saying that, i still cannot bring myself to make an effort. my partner works stupid hours so cant always rely on him to do everything for me!
this pregnancy is just wiping me out, i used to be happy and healthy and fun but now im the opposite of all 3!
thanks for reading, needed to get it out x