HI Avas Mummy,
First of all I am so very sorry for you loss. Losing a baby is one of the worst things ever I could not image your loss as each one is diffrent. My heart goes out to you and your family,
First of all, if I can help with something it is the milk issue, cabbages leaves are wonderful you also can get some tablest from you doc, they work pretty much right away.
as the pain your feeling I could not imange your pain, and I am so sorry that you have this to go though, Feel In your heart she knew she was loved and still is, and they can feel emotions from 15 weeks so every time you rubed your tummy she knew she was loved. I really dont know what to say but if you ever need a chat PM me or i will reply on hear i know a lady who went though the same thing so if you need some support I can get you some web sights how ever it might just be to early.
Did you know sids and kids also do still born babies maybe you can contact your local sids and kids and they can help you along.
Hun I wish you all the best on this tough road and please dont let anyone hurry you, you take all the time in the world and as for not posting in the xmas babies I totaly understand that i was in the april babies and then started the Aughurts ones so I will not be going in there any time soon. people will understand and they know you have to greave, take each day as itcomes hun and my thoughts are with you