I had a misscarrige at 11 wks and then a few years later had an ectopic pregancy and had to have baby and one of my tubes removed. I grieved and mourned for years over both. I thought I would never have the opportunity to hold a baby of my own in my arms. It was always hard when a family member or friend had a bub. After many tests and proceedures (to unblock my remaining tube) I finally fell pregnant again. My beautiful little son (who was born with a rare childhood condition) turned 1 yesterday. And I am now 8 wks pregnant again, hoping this one will survive. There is always that fear isn't there after having suffered a loss or two. My prayers and thoughts are with all of you out there who have suffered a loss. Unless you have gone through it personally it really isn't something that you can understand.