Hey Monika. Hope you're doing well. I was really stupid a few years ago. I realized eventually that suicide was not an option. I hated the mess I had become. I can relate so much to what you're saying. Whenever I see a couple with a baby, I lose it. I have a nervous breakdown. It's not that I'm not happy for them. It just makes me feel awful that I can't have one. I really hope this process works for me too. I can't wait to have a baby. I have waited far too long. I deserve happiness too. Thank you for taking out your time and replying.
Hi. This made me really sad. Please dont feel so bad. There are ways for you to have a baby too. You deserve all that. Please consider other options for yourself. You dont deserve to live in such misery. I was where you are. But today I'm a mother of a one-year-old boy. You can change things for yourself too.