Last night was the first time I seen my 2 boys who are 7 and 5 for the first time since my miscarrage and my older boy I worrie about he worries about the littlest things he seen me out his bedroom door when I had my mc and he kept asking me about the blood I let him know why. Then this morning I got a white teddy from the teddy love clud and I said to him he couldn't touch it. It was from a nice lady who lost a baby the same as us and all he could say is mummy when the baby comes out of your belly they can have it. I then had to explane to him the baby had gone with the angels to haven and will wait their till mummy and daddy gets another chance.
I stay strong in front of then only because my older one gets upset when he sees me crying anyone elce have to deal with kids and having a mc I would love to know what to do. My older one has told me he wanted this baby sad and how he wanted to help me.
Gosh now I am back to crying will this ever get easy how am I ment to go back to work on Monday after only a week on Monday god give me strength please
I stay strong in front of then only because my older one gets upset when he sees me crying anyone elce have to deal with kids and having a mc I would love to know what to do. My older one has told me he wanted this baby sad and how he wanted to help me.
Gosh now I am back to crying will this ever get easy how am I ment to go back to work on Monday after only a week on Monday god give me strength please
TTC a baby girl
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