Stass, I"m so so sorry for your loss. Draw strength from your husband - hug him all the time and feel the love as much as you can, it helps, cry when you feel you need to, get angry and don't feel ashamed for it, don't feel you need to be brave, you don't. Do things at your own pace. I wish you with every ounce of my being love, laughter and a healthy baby in your future, nothing will ever make it okay, but the sun will shine on you again.
Thanks Sally, your words were just beautiful! We had our beautiful girls funeral on Friday (rememberance day) and as hard as it was it was really beautiful and good to say goodbye. I know some days will be harder then others, today being one of those. i guess a few things triggerred me, receiveing her birth certificate in the mail, a friend announcing she was pregnant, and another just having her baby! i guess in time these things will get easier and im just going to take each day as it comes and try and enjoy what we have as a family xx