Can't sleep and not sure if anybody else is online but thought I might vent a bit as I'm positive that sleeping hubby is sick of hearing me whinge!
39 weeks today, and looking out for any possible twinge or sign that labour might be on its way. Have had regular period pain and backache in the past week, but has amounted to nothing. Dammit!
Can't get comfy in bed even though I'm tired and listless. Feel like a whale and honestly can't be bothered to make the effort to do anything! Just want the big day to arrive!!
I've always known I was impatient, but never knew I was this bad... I think it's more the 'not knowing' that's killing me. If I knew that bub was going to arrive on 'x' date, then I think I could manage to motivate myself till then. But all I've been thinking is that it 'could be any day now' and it feels like that's the only thought that's rumbling round my head - 24/7.
Is this normal? Does it get easier the 2nd time round?? I'd like to have 4 kids but considering the way I'm feeling right now, I might change my mind!
Anyway, if anybody else is in the same boat pls feel free to write! smile